heart beating faster on a boat

best of day


31/3 Drawing night | Sara talk/Tears around the table

30/3 Anti vaccine rage | Workshop test

29/3 Home time | Nina talk/ Overwhelmed

28/3 She listened and I felt relieved | English tour

27/3 The lady at the front of the bus had a yellow umbrella open | Olive oil on home made bread with dark chocolate

26/3 Last load of stuff, tired busy Sunday feelings | Montserrat hike and beer on floor in square

25/3 Saturday TT + breakfast with gurls | Uprisings – Didi Hubberman

24/3 Drawings, finally | Rain

23/3 Feelings | Strange and awkward associations to birthdays

22/3 Emotions | Bar Ouimet heart to heart

21/3 Triple bed shuffle + Harties | Making sense, sifting through

20/3 Homey feelings | Setting up routines

19/3 We don’t gain anything by feeling sorry for ourselves | Change of season

18/3 Cheese and antique shopping | Traveling on the internet

17/3 Mom, Nina | Checking it all out

16/3 Proofreading, was appreciated | Muscle memory run

15/3 Stair chats with Lyn and pink sky | Some people are good people

14/3 Honest vom | Perfect day

13/3 Lolling at videos online at work | Brain dead windy outings

12/3 Driving home past Jewish Halloween | 2 hand in’s, in 1 day

11/3 Insecure | Calm but panicked, provided with snacks for clear thinking

10/3 BBC newsreader video with kids | Library sessions and Kate skype advice

9/3 Mexican date night | Field notes: Franco and his horse

8/3 April/May/June arrangement | TFM proposal handed in, its big!

7/3 Sad and edgy | Anne thoughts and kind remarks

6/3 So drained | Space and Place and weekly shop interval

5/3 Vaal outing | Berlin – Barcelona snowy mountain tops from above

4/3 Blurry morning | Pale Berliners sunning themselves doing regular Saturday things

3/3 Real talk at work / dinner party | History walk Berlin

2/3 Lyn and I so speedy | A combined morning work session

1/3 Early morning mountain views | (Berlin) Face to face with Andy Shauf



28/2 Graaff Reinet date night | A bit of a drowner but maybe a good thing

27/2 Surprise pool at the last camp | 3 coffee’s and biscuits co working space buzz

26/2 Army camp fire talk | Castell de MontJuic courtyard filming and field notes

25/2 Star gazing, fire talk | MontJuic picnic (mini sandwich, nuts and strawberries and chocolate)

24/2 The sky! Driving in a rainbow. A spot of rainbow |

23/2 Pack and work |

22/2 Web guy | Abandon project start again

21/2 Curry at Kirst | Meeting Patri, and CCB

20/2 New work things |

19/2 Those front runners |

18/2 Hill runs, sky drinks |

17/2 Home |

16/2 Bike ride and finding gmom’s scarf on stairs

15/2 Con Hill or nothing |Catalan Park walk with grannies

14/2 Romantical nachos, plans, dancing |

13/2 Nothing working, everything sucks | Trusting the process and finding clues

12/2 Anger management | Getting focused and library watching

11/2 Speedy morning | Coffee and the Collection museum

10/2 So low energy but graphic novel plans | Saturday routines and rituals

9/2 Visiting galleries chats | Finding the right bench and sunning myself

8/2 I didn’t want to but then was convinced, and I felt better afterwards | Broken but trying to redeem myself part 2

7/2 The dogs ripped up a bag of flour in my car |Pixelated images fail, lesson learnt

6/2 Boyfriend + boss back 🙂 | Watching him perfect it

5/2 Service Station talk, future plans |

4/2 Zoo Lake morning + Heidi |

3/2 Dr Leanne prescribed the things I knew to take | Home day, procrastination recipe searches

2/2 Happy morning run for the first time in ages | Practical practice – invisible pedagogies

1/2 Happy normal again | Caught soaking the sun pre meeting



31/1 Soup and other useful things day | Kitchen tea, spanglish

30/1 Morning meeting view good start to day |Banana and apple performance

29/1 I thought I might not survive it | Garden walk with a flask of coffee and biscuits

28/1 Tropical Fish | Coffee tasting, rituals, and devil fire dancing

27/1 3 for the price of 1 Superella | Making postcards straight

26/1 Work from bed day | Student workshop with postcards

25/1 Big unexpected party-time | Sleeping pill

24/1 Curry at K | Julian caña and pata bravas

23/1 Adding all my best of days and reading yours |Broken nespresso coffee outings

22/1 Laughing on the phone | Collectors market, filming Oriol collect postcards

21/1 White wine spritzers and real talk with mom | Rebaixes shopping spree and the nicest artist

20/1 The gloom | Friday long art talk signalling beer exit

19/1 Pugwall, walking there, compliments | Tapies internship

18/1 Emmarentia early morning | Meeting with the team

17/1 Talking about Peru and Colombia | 36 president way

16/1 Teary eyed and back at work, Confidence | A+

15/1 Dying eyebrows | Final edit and The Crown

14/1 Getting all the things done to not fall asleep | Sopa work station manifesto

13/1 Day room at The Marriott with a cloud bed | The four of us learning about critical pedagogy

12/1 The moon from the plane window was full, my heart was full | Girls crushing on smart Isaac

11/1 Feminista!? | Asking my questions

10/1 Bossanova and home made shoes and views | Feeling angered by text

9/1 100+ year old house with inside outside garden | Work week routine

8/1 Sat around the fire on the soccer field | Slow cycle through the gardens

7/1 Ruta card game | Food shopping and naps

6/1 Convoy of 5 cars | It feels nice to be back

5/1 On my way to the shops | Redpath send off

4/1 Divebombing pelicans | Sitting in the front row with my family

3/1 Waiting to jump off the waterfall (mosquito net)| Giving Gill to the sea in the rain

2/1 The island looked perfect from the other island | Looking through the Redpath albums

1/1 Swimming in a waterfall on the first day of the year | Matt, Bevan and Kirsty


31/12 Awkward on arrival | The new year Olympics, made the anger disappear

30/12 They told me the NYE traditions (yellow undies, wheelie suitcases) | Their parting words of much love

29/12 Sibling night out (till 4.30am) | My dad at the airport, and doing routine familiar things

28/12 Instantly felt relieved to head home | Guy and Julia evening and morning warm drinks together

27/12  What you draw when you love someone (Nico) | Silent talks and beach walk

26/12 Sitting on the Ermita for an hour | Gill’s flat

25/12  Why do you think you love me? | A quiet Christmas remembering

24/12 Heels + bad Santa | Faces at airport and welcoming

23/12 I get confused if they’re clouds or mountains | Preparing to leave home alone

22/12 New PJs | Dinner and plans with Spanish friends

21/12 Solstice reflection | Toasts, sharing recipes on holiday meals and early morning drinks with the youth

20/12 First (only) run in Cali | Finding meaning in things and the politics of space

19/12 Dreamcatcher mani pedi |He got to say goodbye before she left us

18/12 Imagined living in the place with grass growing on electricity cables | Feeling everything

17/12 Sweaty surprise party moves | Second hand shopping

16/12 He drove with a hat and raincoat and open window | After hand in smiles

15/12 Part of a team | Strange Things breaks

14/12The drive to Lake Guatavita | Early morning walk home with Clare and Julian

13/12 Full moon on the walk home | Ice cream and Tapas dinner

12/12 Creepy mountains through greasy window |Showing Clare our spots

11/12 Salsa dancing with him in Colombia for the first time | Movie marathon

10/12 The mountains are thick with junlgy trees | The walk to the concrete hand

9/12 The electric feeling (on plane) | Holiday things

8/12 Happier than last time drinks at Doppio | Perfecting the coffee

7/12 Luis graduation | Residence card

6/12 Decorating the park | Meditatively sunning ourselves

5/12 Last minute sewing | Quiet streets

4/12 Delta park chatty picnic | The lingering high

3/12 Worst most antisocial day | Forest walk, the Vally Maker, and our early morning bed

2/12 Cry day, family night | All the tasters and the view from the top floor

1/12 Cured – new person (kind of) | Lights walk


30/11 Emmarentia run | Contemporary collaborative dance exercises

29/11 Hearing from old friends | Empty stares and tired eyes amongst us all

28/11 Bad idea impulse online shopping | The midnight hand in feeling

27/11 Afternoon reunion | Haircut success and long distance running

26/11 Drunk Lol | Routine fail – ” always stick to the plan” Robyn

25/11 Mini holiday (awful neighbour) | A glass of house red wine in a seedy bar over future life talks

24/11  Feeling better talks | Benjamin, Ranciere, Steyerl, Didi-Huberman, Derrida are all friends

23/11 She said nice things about the haikus | She understood perfectly, new me feeling and the Rain

22/11 Tuesday cascade positive vibes | Long library days and breaks on the bench amongst the autumn leaves

21/11 Fights in the parking lot of the park | Gaining momentum

20/11 Taryn’s toast made me cry | Best long day with Cathy and Steve

19/11 Energising night, fancy clothes | Julian’s Spanish omelets food posts

18/11 Swimming pool at the end of the day |  Imanol “art is political “

17/11 Talking with Lucinda | He teaches through his thinking

16/11 Yoga view | Treat wednesday (Carrot cake and coffee)

15/11 Four geese crossing the road | The hand in feeling

14/11  Mashed potato lunch | The rationalist and My fruiteria

13/11 First pool day +1 | Silent walks

12/11 Death whiskey hangover |The walk home with warm baguette

11/11 Vegan dinner, house + country talk | 1989 “Historia memoria”

10/11 Fixed bike, painful eyebrow threading | The moment before I was about to read out loud

9/11 Manic feeling, giant storm, naps | Cautious conversations

8/11 Mother Xmas | Sad – news tuesday

7/11 Silent tired | Red – meat monday

6/11 Finishing! fake ice cream treats afternoon | To quiet on a sunday

5/11 Dancing with turns | Day and night all merged into one

4/11 Bike plans, being productive |The whistler – Andrew Bird

3/11 Before 9am | Late night reading and libary companions

2/11 Lightning show from Vaughn’s | Archive, lunch and private show

1/11 Telepathic lolz | Getting lost and finding the secret garden


31/10 Calm office + heatwave |

30/10 Car was there when I got home |

29/10 Stressful fights |

28/10 At home salsa lessons |

27/10Empty office, late night walks | I stood up for him

26/10 Surprisingly fun wine tasting after longest sore day | Looking and framing

25/10 Tired Biryani | Her and our excitement over the diagrams

24/10 Trout, making the veg | English

23/10 Flapjacks + Jasmyn | No tourist view from above

22/10 Upstairs hot nap | Pretending to be french and calling on the spirit of Sartre, Beckett, Picasso

21/10 Dump day | Tino Seghal

20/10 Getting all the things done | Wine, cheese and bread

19/10 GF pizza, walk there | It sparkles on the hour

18/10 Run | The film with the eye being removed

17/10 Moring fights, yoga | Excited to see them

16/10 End of Narcos | Bicycle tour and all our favourites

15/10 Waking up in Golden Gate | Telling the story about carrying our desk in placa de sol

14/10 Mini road trip, lying in the back | NIE

13/10 Post work walk | Libary day

12/10 All the things at work | New fridge excitement in the house

11/10 Day 2 pain, phone crying | Harun Farocki

10/10 Checkers walk, homemade food | Study group critical pedagogy realisations

9/10 Last dog walk | Sunday bike rides though park and ruins

8/10 Exhaustion, food farm renewal | Justifying ice cream treats (cocoa and coconut)

7/10 Fancy last Friday night dinner | Green bike and library

6/10 Pugwall | The wave the comes and goes

5/10 GF at Doppio | 3 person perspective video and the new ice cream spot

4/10 After mindfulness | The anger from being frustrated

3/10 Early and teary | Evening walks though placa de sol

2/10 Looking at Delta | New fear new place

1/10 Nicest parents day, surprisingly | A jazz moment


30/1 Garden party at mine | Red bike, schwama in hand and a vegan bun

29/9 Lifestyle change challenge | Unlearning

28/9 Most chaotic silly day | Small pleasures

27/9 Home again | Crying Spanish kids

26/9 After work walk | Fate encounter

25/9 Not my dress | Small shoes long walk home with a lingering David Bowie after image

24/9 Picnic cocktails | Trying new things ravel loop

23/9 Deep sobs in pretty garden | Rain run

22/9 Elegant restaurant search post spining | Fireworks, palms and pizza

21/9 Nancy & Robyn | Excited by the reading

20/9 Research plans, macbook shopping | I understood

19/9 Fresh veggie soup cooking | Holding on, being brave

18/9 Zoo run, bed day cuddles | Checking in to see if we felt the same

17/9 Long drives with Vaughn | a short walk around the neighbourhood

16/9 30 seconds + lolz | Miriam conversation & cerveza with new friends

15/9 Six Feet Under while exhibition opens | A good cry

14/9 Farm discovery smugness | The back to school feeling

13/9 Dinner date with R Cook | We found a home

12/9  Cooking for K&L | Poble Sec visions

11/9 City 19k, smug | Flat to myself

10/9 Mountains, pink sky, giant telescope things | Failed missions, gut intuition

9/9 Purple teddy bear lols with Dina | White rabbit pet on a leash

8/9 Stayed in | We walked our panic off

7/9 Half day of naps, street night | Dream flat dreams

6/9 Morning run, Alex all day, broken | The most expensive sangria treat drink

5/9 Uneasy sad grumps, first fight | Red bus loops

4/9 Drill Hall sundown with bird skaters | Flamenco, el Raval

3/9 Soweto sun strolls with open shoes | Skate park and beach

2/9 Sunset with Taryn | Amaretto and orange juice walks through the old city with Steph

1/9 WAM couch naps | On the plane excited faces


31/8 Running alone in front at sunset | In our seats realisation

30/8 Passive aggressive WhatsApp fights, tears | Tears

29/8 Tree breaks on half hike | Seeing all my friends

28/8 Cuddle Puddle (hikes) | The teary Redpath goodbyes

27/8 View from bed | Speeches and wedding photos for free!

26/8 Swaziland pub & grill chats | We all snuck off

25/8 One sleep | Seaweed and seaweed

24/8 Bad work hangover & stalks | Our drive to the bend catch up

23/8 All the wine & lols with runner friends | Shopping for suits

22/8 Monday drives to art spaces | Early to the beach

21/8 Stairs dogs breakfast nap | The run down with the wind

20/8 Rock climbing! |

19/8 Galadah |

18/8 Robyn fetched me for a walk |

17/8 The sads bad | Bye flat & Nick and Kate

16/8 Sads |

15/8 Cooking together | Lauren’s home

14/8 Little R & Julian vodka chats | Rose garden vodka chats

13/8 Antisocial | Bye my little car

12/8 Friday night dinner, karaoke party time |

11/8 Good news and fancy dinner |

10/8 Phone call on way home |

9/8 Before Robyn visited |

8/8 Handshake through plastic wall |

7/8 Breakfast before family day |

6/8 Pretoria grumps |

5/8 Superella best/worst conversations |

4/8 R30 slap chips |

3/8 Cheese shop voting day |

2/8 Post adrenalin |

1/8 vansa crime scene drama |


31/7 She gone | Giving things away

30/7 Ghostbusters | Broken, no sleep

29/7 First Friday night dinner | Conference – All nerves before and after feeling

28/7 Slowly back to normal | Shaky voice practice

27/7 Getting things done before crashing | Battis and the students comments

26/7 Bambanani experience lol | Mara talk with the students

25/7 She said I underplay things/bed | Origins debate

24/7 The Shining |

23/7 Breaks between fever, strawberries |

22/7 High on pain impulsive purchase |

21/7 First Salsa experience | Kitcheners catch up

20/7 Cascading on rooftop |

19/7 Dinner with k&l |

18/7 Botkyrka visit + lunch + mad airport search |

17/7 Merry-go-round thing | Nice art and the clean house feeling

16/7 Bright new eyes, everything nice, everything good, the floating Future | Woolies coffee + rooibos cappuccino with all the questions!

15/7 Baked potato/taco/avo set, evening mozzie free swim, sunrise home walk |The fire place with comedians

14/7 Second hand shopping in village, moose safari, family bike ride | Sneaking home early to do homework

13/7 Welcome cake with baby Noor | A gathering of nice people

12/7 Fake Skype – a new low | New app

11/7 Freshly squeezed grapefuit cocktails | Exhausted

10/7 Whisky lime night talks | The quite voice came back

9/7 Series bed day depression | Family one on one talks

8/7 Swim read morning | My little black scooter

7/7 Moved the bed back | All handed in, we can relax now

6/7 Took the wrong train and read for hours | Freezing cold Bevan stories

5/7 Breakthrough and best Skype, excited and grateful | Nick missions with mom

4/7 First lake swim | Vleis book

3/7 Ed Atkins monkey thumb video | Panic attack sunday

2/7 Trolley ride to the lake | Heart racing

1/7 G&Ts | Dependant pitch


30/6 All the half bottles of wine | Restrictions to get well

29/6 Vaughn walks | Big gathering and congratulations

28/6 Strategic planning rooftop meeting | Spa day ups and downs

27/6 Long breakfast missions | best news while lying on bed and meditating

26/6 After meditation after swim | The afternoon sun on the balcony

25/6 In bed until 11 | 40 year all day celebrations

24/6 Sister fav dinner | The reunion

23/6 Warm big heart full | Catch up lunch time

22/6 Walking eating fast break in Istanbul | Spanish tongue

21/6 Mountain vodka dance love party | Money meeting

20/6 Latin American African Middle Eastern dancing time full moon walk home | Dessie the moose conversations

19/6 Awkward pier party | Whiskey and apple pie

18/6 Magical drum background Marat absurd horror stories | Ezra hold

17/6 Roomies | Errands

16/6 Morning swim gin night | The most beautiful brides

15/6 Moonlight moonscape lake swim | Outfit

14/6 Cairo pre lunch talk walk | Bees

13/6 Banga Indian dinner | RCI

12/6 First session with emotions and revolution | Boobs check

11/6 Ivan talk in train on way to CDG |Woody Allen movie night

10/6 Awks dinner opp hotel | Kate and Mom dress shopping

9/6 Eva so good | Coffee shop internet and anchovy toast

8/6 Centrequatre bodies moving | Manhattan and new alignment

7/6 Jahvni the perfumer (what is this life?) | It felt perfect

6/6 Lille – train lols, beautiful carousels | Breaking the news again, pomegranate

5/6 Biking Champs Elysee free photos | Questions and answers

4/6 Anne 25k walk all of Paris and best ravioli | Gathering all the info

3/6 Flotting island nailpolish caipirinha grated carrots and lentils | Watsap messages

2/6 Fake smoke break for cherries | Mini nap

1/6 Lolling Orlan Juan | Asking a favour